The Monastic Mirror

Preparing for Lent?

2012-02-15T14:55:00.000-05:00

I have been truly humbled recently by one of the brothers who has been preparing for lent the past several weeks. Yes, preparing for lent. Initially I thought how does one prepare for lent? In his Benedictine fashion, he has been eliminating meat and other dairy products in preparation for eating totally vegetarian during the season of lent. Now some of my vegetarian friends would say that would be easy but this is a man who lifts weights daily, climbs the rock wall like it is a hill and is a full time Graduate student. This is no small task.

I think we all need to take time and prepare for this holy of seasons. Thank you Lord for putting people in my life to show me the way I should walk....
Peace,
Sister John Paul, OSB

The Word of God....The Saint John's Bible

2011-06-18T22:24:00.001-04:00

Most of you know that I am studying this next year at St. John's School of Theology in Collegeville, Minnesota. This is a time of learning and growing, both spiritually and academically, while I pursue courses in Scripture and Monastic Studies. This time in an of itself is such a blessing but yesterday and today, presented once in a life time opportunites that only happen because God lets you be in the right place and the right time.....

The first opportunity was to hear Mr. Donald Jackson, the Artistic Director of the Saint John's Bible, speak of its inception, journey, process, frustrations, collaboration and vocational dream come to reality over the past 15 year. It was a candid look into a journey that encompassed trust, art, theology and a passion to produce a hand written Bible for the millennium that had not been done in over 500 years.

Then this evening at Vespers, the final volume of the Bible was formally presented by Donald and Mabel Jackson to Abbot John Klassen, OSB and the St. John's Abbey community.

One of these God moments would of been a blessing.....but both....well I am speechless. So for the first time in my life, I will let the pictures tell the rest.

Thank you Jesus for the Blessings of these past few days.....you definitely get a star on your rug for taking my breath away...Sister John Paul, OSB

Christ is Risen....Allelulia!!!

2011-04-24T10:09:00.001-04:00

By His Cross and Resurrection we are set free......

We are an Easter people and Allelulia is our Song..........
St. Augustine

May you have a Blessed Easter....from the Benedictine Sisters of Elk County.

GOT DIRT? a reflection on Lent

2011-03-10T11:03:00.001-05:00

Chapter 49 of the Rule of Saint Benedict is an entire chapter dedicated to "The Observance of Lent".
The life of a monastic ought to be a continuous Lent. Since few, however, have the strength for this, we urge the entire community during these days of Lent to keep its manner of life most pure and to wash away in this holy season the negligences of other times.

Our community as a whole has decided to keep silence on Ash Wednesday, and all Fridays during this holy season, along with various other practices. As I sat an meditated on this holy season...I was struck by the words....wash away. I thought how descriptive was the putting on of ashes on our foreheads to remind us of the "dirt" we have accumulated this past year. Lent is a time to take stock of our lives, evaluate what we need to wash away to get closer to God.

The more I prayed on this I was struck by how the chains and imprisonment that these simple negligences separate us from God's love. We become lax in our manner of living. So yesterday when I saw the cross of ashes on each forehead....I ask myself....."GOT DIRT?"...the answer was "YES" It is the dirt that I want to wash away during this season of Lent with prayer, fasting and almsgiving. This is a special time for all of us to take a deep look at ourselves and cleanse away the gunk that turns us hard, soft or indifferent.....use this time to evaluate and work on your relationship these next 40 days.....focus on your DIRT....make an effort to change....it is never easy...but always worth it....God Bless your Lent!

United in Hope

2011-01-25T11:14:00.001-05:00

Over 100 Religious women, ages 55 and under, will be meeting at Mount St. Scholastica, Atchison, Kansas for an Inter-federation Meeting with the theme of "United in Hope" from January 27-30, 2011.

The symbol to the left was designed by Sister Therese Haydel, O.S.B. from Cullman, Alabama to depict what this meeting intends to convey to all the Benedictine participants.

This is the first meeting of all three Federations and the third meeting of its kind for the Federation of St. Scholastica.

Sister Glenna, Sister Susan, Sister Christine, Sister Pat and Sister Joella

Sister Glenna Smith, President of the Federation of St. Scholastica, Sister Susan Hutchens, President of the Federation of St. Benedict, Prioress General Sister Pat Nyquist from the Benedictines of Perpetual Adoration and Sister Joella Kidwell, President of the Federation of St. Getrude will offer their wisdom on a hopeful future as Benedictine women in the 21st century.

Look forward to additional photos and articles on the happenings of this historic event.....PAX to all....Sister John Paul

Happy New Year!!!

2011-01-01T10:28:00.002-05:00

It is now 2011, a New Year and new beginnings. As I looked on 2010, I was struck by the ebbs of the year...there was new hopes, traditions of long ago....there was new life and the loss of life... ....there was "hello's" and "good-byes"....but what struck me the most was the idea of the journey that we are all on....the journey of faith.

Today's readings from Luke 2:16-21 "the sheperds went in haste...and made known what they had heard...and all who heard these words were amazed" Did we take note of what God was saying to us this past year? Did I not listen to the angels or look for the star.....it is an unusual means to communicate but what blocks us from hearing the voice of God?

This New Year will bring many more ebbs of emotions, memories, and treasures to ponder....will I be ready to hear God from unusual sources and will my journey be a witness of the life I live?

It is my prayer that as this year unfolds that we ask God's blessing and grace to hear and receive the message for our journey....it will be a journey of faith...a journey of trust...but it will take to the place where only God wants us to be....safe travels friends.....Peace and Joy to all of you....Sister John Paul, O.S.B.

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T08:54:00.001-05:00

Merry Christmas to all...
from our house to yours. For unto us a child is born.........

Blessings and prayers....
Benedictine Sisters of Elk County.

Beauty and the Beast....Mother Nature

2010-12-02T10:28:00.003-05:00

This is the beauty of the recent weather we have had. The snow clings to the small thicket and appears so peaceful and serene.

This is one of the mysteries of God that we so often take for granted. Sometimes we are so wrapped up in the moment we forget to take a look at the beautiful picture of life....

This is the sky of the storm that is approaching. You can actually see the moisture in the clouds....Oh what beauty awaits us as we watch.......

This is the advent of life....the time of waiting and watching...God gave some of us....a visual glimpse into this moment.....

The beast....two days of rain had the rivers and creeks overflow their banks....it was not pretty...schools in the area closed for the first time in 15 years for flooding...it is the dangerous side of rain.....

I thank God for the Beauty and the Beast....it tells of the preparation we all need to make this time of year.....

Give Thanks to the Lord.....

2010-11-25T10:25:00.000-05:00

I love Charlie Brown and the many trials he went through. This character, although just a cartoon, shows the perseverance and gentleness that we all need to have in this life. Charlie was thankful for the small, simple things that we often take for granted. I remember Charlie thanking God for the Thanksgiving meal he was sharing with friends....it was a peanut butter sandwich but the message is still the same......Give Thanks.....

Happy Thanksgiving! I am thankful for all of you as you are a gift from God in my life. May the Lord continue to bless you all abundantly with His love...

A Big Project.....

2010-10-30T21:16:00.004-04:00

They took a really ugly hill with lots of stumps.....

the geo cell

Used lots of muscle and sweat....friends, scouts, moms and dads....helped get rid of the stumps, weeds and ugly vines.....

The goal was to smooth the surface, cover it with fabric and then put this geo cell ground cover down......that was the plan.....

It would take team work, communication skills and pure grit....we only had a pdf file to go by and happened to see one on our travels.....but boy scouts and nuns have many things in common and one is...we can do it.....and we are in the process of doing it......

They covered the entire hill with fabric before the geo cell could be put down....

Today we finally started to put stone in the cells...it was a tedious process and will take the next several day to complete....especially since Mother Nature rained on our part of the country....

When it is finished....I will post pictures of the before and after as well as tell you about our scouts and friends....in the mean time..if you want to know what I did this weekend...well... I got by with a little help from my friends......

Way to go guys...you too Mary....it is looking great!!!

To the Grape Arbor we go...

2010-09-23T09:32:00.003-04:00

Yesterday, Sister Jacinta, Patty and I went on a journey to Erie, PA to pick grapes. It started out as just a normal adventure into the heart of grape country which usually takes us 3 hours driving to arrive at our destination.....well....half way during the trip we started to come upon these wonderful detour signs....and our journey became a scenic tour of all of northeastern Pennsylvania. Detour signs upon detour signs led us over 100 miles out of our way...just when we thought we had arrived at our familiar destination........oh no.....another detour sign...

This was like a road trip out of Alice and Wonderland...except that we say more detour signs than we did anything else.....

We just wanted to get to Northeast and pick grapes except that these detours took us to farms......farms.....pastures....and then back again.....The real question was...would we ever get to the orchard.....Then...we arrived at this beautiful....majestic...farm...

Sceiford farms in Northeast. This farm is absolutely breath taking with rows and rows of beautiful grapes, cherry, peach and apple trees.....

We where greeted by the family who is always so helpful and gracious.....and went to work picking grapes for the winter.....we can them for juice.
As you can see the grapes are beautiful.....they are a deep blue, sweet and have an aroma that fills the air.

After two hours of picking we weighed out lot.....and set out on our journey home.....the adventure of the detour signs was awaiting us....so who knew when we would get home....

I want to especially thank the people at Sceiford Farm.....your produce is delicious and I look forward to picking cherries, peaches, apples and grapes once again.....Thank you!!!

P.S....The Detour sign people do not get a star on their rug....uh

Labor Day

2010-09-06T13:40:00.002-04:00

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Today is Labor Day, one of the many holidays we celebrate with a day off....but for me...this is one of my favorites....and one of God's too. In the Bible...work is cited in 627 verses and labor in 123 verses. It is a "pay attention" word for us in our daily lives. You see, each of us has to labor or work, whether it is for economics, physical well being or the spiritual wellness of each of us. Often we are defined by what we labor at...such as carpenter, mechanic, nurse, farmer, etc...it is what we do that often gives us meaning.......

Psalm 127:1 Without God, any human endeavor is destined to fail. When God builds something it is guaranteed to last.

How often to we seek God's blessing before, after, or during work? Do we just go about it without the help of the Holy Spirit who would add so much to our end result...? Do we take the creative juices and freedom out of our lives because "we" want to do it...instead of doing it for the Glory of God?

This labor day...try and put prayer with your work....make all you do a labor of love...not a disaster in the making....for St. Paul tells Timothy, "Labor and strive to fully put our hope in God" Give it a try this week.....you will be surprised by the results......

Tomato....I say Tomatoes.....

2010-08-27T11:28:00.000-04:00

It was a long day ....but...it was very productive. A group of Sisters, cooks, and volunteers canned 164 quarts of tomato sauce and 10 gallons of tomato juice. The crew started early in the morning and we squeezed 8 bushels of Roma tomatoes to make the delicious sauce and juice. This was all canned and put up in our stock room for the long winter that will come within the next 2 months. I big thank you to all who helped make this day such fun.....

A Tribute to a Sister....

2010-08-04T10:35:00.002-04:00

I, along with many St. Marys students, met Sr. Denise in the classroom at Queen of the World School. She taught 4th and 6th grade and even High School for us. She taught us not just the normal curriculum but how to love and to live. She was a Novice when we first met, and she took the mystique out of what a religious sister was.....she made it something very real to all of us. The picture says how much she loved to sing, dance and praise God by being.....she embodied what it means to live life to its fullest........

For over 7 years she did Missionary work in Ethiopia and Tanzania.....she brought the same energy and love to people where ever she went....in fact...many places of the world are better for having met her.

Sister Denise, I will always remember your many gifts you gave me....and when we meet again, I hope to say, "Seme qui".....It is I....I have not forgotten this since you taught it to me in 4th grade. Dance with the angels my dear Sister......I will miss you but know you are near....

Eternal Rest Grant unto Her Oh Lord........
PAX

The Benedictine Sisters of Elk County continue to pray for our fellow Benedictine Sisters of Bristow, Virginia and for Sister Charlotte and Sister Connie, that our ever loving God will continue to heal, care and console them.

Happy Foundation Day!!!!

2010-07-22T10:41:00.000-04:00

In 1852, Mother Benedicta Riepp and two of her Sisters came from St. Walburga Abbey in Eichstatt, Bavaria to the rural area of St. Marys, Pennsylvania. They came to start a school and began a life in a small two room convent.

From these meager beginnings of being the first Benedictine Convent in the United States, over 50 monasteries can trace back their roots to this community.

It is our past and our future that we celebrate today....it took three brave Sisters of the Order of St. Benedict .....to grow and bring faith and a wonderful life to the people of St. Marys and beyond. The future asks us to look to that same brave beginning and strive to live this monastic life as authentically as we can.......this is my prayer and my dream as we celebrate our beginnings today and everyday.....In St. Benedict's peace........

Sister is locked up......

2010-07-21T20:40:00.000-04:00

Thanks for doing time for MDA!!!!

Sister Mary David was placed in handcuffs by our Sheriff Jeff Kreig for the fund raising lock up for the Muscular Dystrophy Association. Sister was asked if she would ask for Bail money for the organization and had to stay locked up until the minimum was reached. Many of you may be familiar with "Jerry's kids" telethon which is usually held Labor Day weekend....this is another means of raising funds and awareness for this disease.

Thanks Sister for being such a good sport and helping all those with Muscular Dystrophy....

Thank You........

2010-07-10T14:55:00.000-04:00

Have you ever had one of those weeks that you know cannot be duplicated....it is the moments in our lives that we say "This is a God moment...Thank You!"

Ryan Baumgratz returned to the United States and his family Friday morning after serving in Irag. Not only is his family and relatives thankful for his safe return...but we Sisters are grateful for his service and can't wait to see him as well.....isn't this picture worth a million......Love has no price....

The roofers completed reshingling the monastery without one incident or accident. Heights reached over 82 feet and the pitch of the roof is very steep. Again, thank you......but God is never outdone in generosity....as told in the blog yesterday...the entire fence was painted for the first time since it was erected............and........

Dylan Hanes, along with his parents, sister, friends and relatives restored the summer house that is located in our cemetery for his project for Eagle Scout Award. The rotten boards and broken lattice where replaced, stained and painted.....and thanks to his efforts...it looks like new....
It has been an awesome week and "Thank You"...just doesn't say it all....but we hope you know how much we appreciate it......

A New Look .....

2010-07-09T09:40:00.000-04:00

It was the hottest week of the summer but Kevin, Luke, Mary and Gabriel Kraus along with Maura Keyes and Carley Schneider....plugged away tirelessly to repaint the fence that surrounds our property. With rollers, brushes, liquids and old clothes...they painted every morning for over a week. The chain fence was transformed from rust to an "evergreen" green once again...

Many people do not see what a gift these young men and women are....but their willingness to help others...to give of their time, and energy .....is so wonderful.....they are our future and with hearts like these....we are in very good hands!

The Benedictine Sisters want to thank all who graciously gave of their time and energy to beautify our home....words are so inadequate...but you are in our prayers.

A big Thank You goes out to Dick Wolfe, John Hacket and Paul Shade who without their support this would not have been possible..(they are a bit camera shy)..Thank You!!!!

Happy Fourth of July

2010-07-03T10:56:00.000-04:00

Happy Fourth of July!!!

Please take the time this holiday weekend to remember those who sacrificed to let us live in freedom. It is the birth of a great nation...one that is going through some rough times right now...but none the less a great one. There are many people in other countries who are not free....let us remember what we celebrate this weekend and say a little prayer in thanksgiving.....even that is a privilege that some do not enjoy....Happy 4th.

Happy 60th Wedding Anniversary

2010-07-01T10:47:00.000-04:00

This is my mother and father, Richard and Dorthy Bauer. Today, July 1, 2010 they celebrated their 60th wedding anniversary with a mass with our community. Following the mass we all had breakfast with the Sisters.

I feel very blessed to have both of my parents and to be able to celebrate with them this wonderful milestone. They have always been a terrific example of what love and long term commitment are all about. I thank God for giving me such a wonderful gift.

I love you both...too bad they don't have a computer...but I think they know how much they are loved and appreciated.

Our New Federation President

2010-06-28T11:27:00.000-04:00

During the Federation Chapter Meeting in Atchison, Kansas....Sr. Glenna Smith from Bristow, Virginia was elected to be our President for the next four years. She follows Sr. Esther Fangman who lead our Federation for the past 12 years.

Let us all pray for both of these wonderful, faith filled Benedictine women who are tremendous examples of all that we value. May God continue to bless both of them as they embark on new and promising futures.

Feast of the Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ

2010-06-06T13:10:00.006-04:00

During my lectio today I was thinking a lot about this common story of the multiplication of the loaves and fishes. What came to me, I would like to share with you...

First, Jesus spoke about the Kingdom of God and healed those who needed cured (Luke9:11). Often we are preoccupied with things and that can interfere with our total concentration on the spiritual meal that is taking place before our eyes.....Jesus knew this and healed those who needed cured....

Second...the Apostles wanted to dismiss the crowd and let them feed themselves...but Jesus said to them,"Give them some food yourselves"....He empowered the Apostles to feed this large crowd...they had the ability but did not have the faith...How often do we have the ability to feed someone who is hungry for affection, the Word of God, a ear to listen or just to let another "be"...are we like the apostles and want to dismiss them....let them find someone else?....Think about this....

Third...before Jesus fed them....."He said a blessing over them....." He started with a prayer....a blessing...He gave thanks ahead of time .....How often do we forget to pray before we start a task.....a meal....or just say thanks for what we are about to receive?......
Then the greatest thing happened....."They all ate and were satisfied"...

Today say a prayer for the spiritual food that nourishes our soul for the spiritual journey. Say a special "Thank You" for the ability to be satisfied.....and prayer for those who are still hungry...those who are hungry physically....and spiritually......

Remember.....

2010-05-30T11:28:00.001-04:00

Today is Memorial Day and I want to take a moment to thank all the men and women who are serving or who have served our country in our Armed Forces. To the left is the Vietnam Womens Memorial at the Mall in Washington, D.C. It is dedicated to the women who served in Vietnam and depicts them with a fallen comrade. As a Veteran, this statue reminds me of the many lives that are still being sacrificed for our freedom.....Thank you.

I remember many a Memorial Day visiting Arlington Cemetery and watching the wreath being laid at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier.
The rows of tomb stones is daunting and one does not leave with a dry eye....

Many families like two of our cooks have son's serving away from home....take a moment to remember these families....being away is hard enough...it is doubly hard when you think no one really cares.....Thanks Ryan and Eric....you are thought of and prayed for each day.

To all the families who lost a loved one.....you are in my prayers in a special way this Memorial Day....

Come Holy Spirit

2010-05-18T16:24:00.000-04:00

Today is Pentecost Sunday one of the most misunderstood celebrations of our church yet one of the most powerful in terms of enabling all of us to go forth and be witnesses to our faith. We all know the gifts of the Spirit: wisdom, understanding, knowledge, courage, right judgement, piety and fear of the Lord. We also are familiar with the fruits of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control. But do we recognize when and how the Spirit can be present in our lives?

There are many analogies in the Bible about the Spirit but one of my favorites is "like the wind". Think about this for a minute...you feel the wind...you see the trees move in the wind...but do you see the actual wind...no...the Spirit is the same...you don't see where it is, or where it came from....you just know its there...you feel and recognize the Spirit just as you do the wind. For me, wind is active...you feel it on your face...you see the wheat move, the trees bend..and sometimes you even feel it deep inside...a chill...or a rive in our heart...what is a rive...it means wrenched open or split open....and isn't that what the Holy Spirit does to our hearts ....it turns our world upside down.....it changes our lives..even if we don't want change or are fighting change. The Spirit is the constant knocking on the door of our hearts (Revelation) waiting to be let in and fill us with light, grace and all the beautiful things we know...but hesitate to let into our hearts.

Today, Pentecost Sunday can be a turning point in our life....We can start praying right know for the Holy Spirit to come into our hearts and let it transform us...let our hearts be filled with the light and grace we all need. If you follow my blog, you remember that last week I talked about forgiveness...well we are all broken, hurting, and thristing for God...Let the Spirit in.....Be a conduit of God's love and let the Spirit electrify you...enlighten you...change you....It only takes one spark to start a fire....are you ready....can you feel it?

Come Holy Spirit.....feel the pushy breeze....

I am posting this a little early as tomorrow I will be traveling to another Benedictine House for prayer, friendship and rest...I ask for your prayers while I journey ....you see, the pushy breeze may be asking me to change some things in my life...so I am praying that the Holy Spirit enlightens me ......Blessings on your Pentecost....

Forgiveness....

2010-05-16T10:10:00.000-04:00

This is one of my favorite pictures about forgiveness....and isn't it what we hear today when we read the story of Stephen. Stephen is being stoned to death and asks God to forgive his killers. Could you do what Stephen did?

Everyday we have an opportunity to forgive as Stephen did...maybe not someone who is killing us literally but those little things that can kill our spirit or are slanderous. They might be the little things that just annoy us....but do we forgive the person for the hurts.....or do we say we forgive...but go on resenting them? Do we let a past hurt linger in our heart to the point that it becomes hate? Are we so consumed with self pity and selfishness that we don't even realize that we do not forgive the little things...and they become big things?

I know that to forgive means that we do not hold on to the hurts, the mean words or the effect it has had on lives.....it means....letting it go...giving it to God...and starting anew. Its tough....sometimes I think it is one of the toughest things we are asked to do....but...we are not being killed literally....so I ask...can we imitate what Stephen and Jesus did while they were dying......Forgive.......

Just a thought....I know it is tough...I wrestle with it too.....but don't we have great examples of how far we can be stretched if we just try.....

Take some time today and forgive someone for a hurt that is causing you to be stagnate in your spiritual growth.....Your live will be changed.....

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-08T19:35:00.000-04:00

This is my mother....at the graduation of her granddaughter, my niece last year. Please bear with me as I tell you about this remarkable woman. My mom, will be married 60 years this summer to my father on the right. He is a great guy too...but my mom is a saint...I know, a lot of people think their mom's are saints...but I really think mine is. First of all....she lives by the saying, "You never have to be sorry for things you don't say". She has never to my knowledge said an unkind word about anyone. She is a perfectionist and if you open her junk drawer it is as neat and orderly as any other drawer. When we were little, every Sunday we would have homemade sugar cookies, pie or something made with the love of her hands. She wasn't a soccer mom who sat and watched all out games but instead she encouraged us to do things she only dreamed of. She worked at the local elementary school as a secretary for 30 years.... She never went to college for she graduated at 17 and in those days you had to be 18 to start school.....but she made sure each of my two brothers and myself had an education. No matter what time we came in...she was waiting to here about our crazy episodes of growing up...the coffee pot in our house runs 24-7 .... it is not Motel 7 but the light is always on and you are always welcome. The best thing though about my mom is that she loved being a mom....she was how I knew Mary must be like ...that's what she showed me....that love..understanding and kindness only mothers have....that joy, laughter and tears you can only share with a Mom....the special things I think go with being a mom. Today...I want to thank God for giving me a mom that is so special...and a special prayer for all the mom's for without you...we would not be...Thanks...I love you MOM...even if you will never see this....you are the best....

Perserverence

2010-05-02T11:17:00.000-04:00

It is the 5th Sunday of Easter and I wonder how many of us have lapsed into the same routine and attitudes that we had before.....we may have forgotten that this is still the Easter season....a time to rejoice...to give thanks for our salvation. Well the readings this Sunday help to get us to wake up and continue the journey much as the disciples did.....besides it is May...the time for rebirth, new growth, new life.....wake up!

Perhaps we need to hear these words today more than ever...."They strengthened the spirits of the disciples and exhorted them to persevere in the faith" Acts 14:22. There is a tremendous amount of negativity, despair, global tragedies, and human suffering all around us. We all need to be strengthened to persevere in our faith; to bear the difficulties of life in a calm, patient and resolved manner. In other words..."to love one another as I have loved you" John 13:33 Make the commitment today to make a difference in someones life.....show another that they are loved...in this way we will be following what Jesus said..."they will know you are my disciples", not just by our words but by our deeds...Let your actions speak volumes about who we are.

Remember we are all called to be holy....wouldn't it be wonderful if you wiped away someones tears of despair......

Good Shepard Sunday

2010-04-25T16:10:00.002-04:00

Today is Good Shepherd Sunday and I have been pondering all day about the verse from Revelation 7:17 "And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes"....I find this only fitting on this Sunday considering the latest news on the priest scandal within our church. It is unfortunate that the news focuses on the 2% of priests that have been found guilty of sexual impropriety. The remaining 98% continue to serve the church, shepherding us into the future with hope, trust and love......

I think God is wiping many tears today and every day as we deal with the many struggles which face our church, we religious and our priests. So today, when you go to mass or knell in quiet and pray....

     Say a prayer for your priests
     maybe the one that wiped your tear away
     or the one that helped you when you were lost.
     Thank God for their "yes" to serve and give us
     the bread of life.......

Just a thought....praying for all the priests who are so faithful in their service.....

                       Thanks

Follow Me.....

2010-04-18T22:28:00.002-04:00

It seems only fitting that today's liturgical readings involve "trust" and the request "Follow Me". I say this as I returned from St. Emma's Monastery in Greensburg, PA. where we witnessed the Sisters celebrate their Canonical Decree of Independence from St. Walburg Abbey in Eichstatt Germany. It was also the formal installation of the First Conventual Prioress, Mother Mary Anne Noll, O.S.B.

In such uncertain times and when vocations seem to be few and far between, these women follow their call to serve without fear or without hesitation. When you heard the decree read by Archabbot Douglas Nowicki, O.S.B. and Abbess Mother Franziska Klous, O.S.B. give her remarks, you sensed that the prophetic nature of this occasion was coming to fruition before our very eyes.

It is with thanksgiving that we offer prayers and congratulations to these wonderful Benedictine Sisters of St. Emma's monastery. PAX

On the Anniversary of a Bishop

2010-04-15T16:31:00.000-04:00

On April 13, 2010 We, the people of the Diocese of Erie, celebrated the Mass on the Anniversary of our Bishop Donald W. Trautman, S.T.D., S.S.L. at St. Peter Cathedral In Erie, PA.

Bishop Trautman celebrated 25 years as Bishop and 20 years as Bishop of Erie.

Join with me as we pray,"Lord our God you have chosen your servant Donald to be a shepherd of your flock in the tradition of the apostles. Give him a spirit of courage and right judgment, a spirit of knowledge and love. May he build your Church as a sign of salvation fro the world." (from his anniversary card)

May God continue to bless you good and faithful servant.

Blessings to all on this joyous Easter!

2010-04-04T10:55:00.000-04:00

On behalf of the Benedictine Sisters of Elk County, I wish all of you a joyous Easter....Christ is Risen......Alleluia!

Rock Solid or Rock Bottom?

2010-03-27T20:10:00.010-04:00

Today we journey into Jerusalem with our triumphant Savior, Jesus rides in to the holy city while their are chants to the King of Kings. It is also the start of Holy Week; one of the most up and down, emotional rides in one week. As I was meditating on this upcoming week, I thought about my lenten journey....did I keep my resolutions...did I go to the desert and strip away what was keeping me away from God? Well, as I was praying, this is what came to mind and I would like to share it...bear with me...

The title of this post...is Rock Solid or Rock Bottom? You see, all week I have been thinking about the reactions of the people around Jesus that culminated in his death and ultimately in our salvation. They were everyday "Joe's" "Matt's", Tom's, etc....except some hit rock bottom when it came to loyality, friendship, and sticking up for what they believed in. Their faith and trust were shaken to the core....and some just fell apart. They dropped the ball.... You see, they did not follow through on their lenten resolutions........they were asked to stay awake and pray..........nope........had to get some shut eye..could

not give just a little more time to prayer...yet...at the same time they hit rock bottom....Jesus was begging that this cup would pass from him.........yet......if it was the will of the father.......he would do what had to be done......die for our sins.............now that is Rock Solid......

This week we are going to go on the up and down ride of raw emotions as we read the Passion of our Lord Jesus Christ. We will hear who was afraid, who betrayed a friend with a kiss, who stuck around and who ran away.....this week......we all need to ask ourselves.....What would we do???? Would we be the ROCK SOLID disciple or the ROCK BOTTOM one........Either way...His passion and death are about us.....the solid and the not so solid....the broken and the strong...
......HE DIED SO WE CAN LIVE........God Bless your Holy Week.

Stone Heart....another story

2010-03-21T11:30:00.000-04:00

Today we heard one of my favorite Gospel readings from John. It is about the woman caught in adultery about to be stoned. I have written before that I believe Jesus was writing I love you in the sand, as this woman never really knew true love. However, today I want to focus on the possibility of our Stone Heart.

The woman in this story was sentenced to die for her crime and her accusers were correct. What you say? According to the Law, she deserved to die - Lev. 20:10; Deut. 22:22. The problem was....where was her partner? Under the law...both were supposed to die for this sin. One can speculate...was he part of the group trying to trick Jesus...was he able to escape? I can only ponder this, but my point is this...When we sin, nobody really gets away with it. For God sees and knows all things. Sin removes us further and further from God. It is a rock around our heart that continues to grow until we don't care....even the elders were involved in this setup. They tried to trip Jesus up with this situation...He reversed it and did not condone the sin or the law....He just asked if anyone was without sin...let that person or persons be the first to cast the stone. You see the only one able to cast the stone was Jesus...for He was the only one free of sin. Instead of judging her, He forgave her....He set her free.

This is the fifth week of Lent...you still have time to be "set free" Go to the sacrament of Reconciliation and fall into the arms of someone who loves you....your heart will burst open from the stone that has encapsulated it...you will feel loved and have "new life" Remember, anyone can live for the devil....only real men and women live for Jesus...and He died loving you.

Remember Lent is about starting over not giving up....

The story of the Prodigal Son...Which son are you?

2010-03-13T18:54:00.000-05:00

How many times have we read the story of the Prodigal Son and just look at the obvious. It is so familiar that I wonder if we take the time to really meditate on what Jesus is trying to say to us.

The younger son asks for his inheritance and "takes the money and runs". He was young and dumb and ends up hungry and broke. Have you ever been any of these circumstances? If not you can at least relate to this....you have made mistakes and yes you came back, tail between your legs and meekly asked to be forgiven.

The older son is the one not very often thought about in this story. He comes home and is not happy that his brother is alive, let alone home and there is a party going on celebrating this. The green eyed monster of jealousy rears his ugly head.....then comes the angry, envy and the rest. How often have we forgotten to be glad for someone else and instead became bitter, resentful or self righteous?

So when you think you know the plot of the story....ask yourself these questions: Am I a prodigal son? A pharisee? A jealous son? A rebellious son? Or are you a sinner who is running into God's open arms asking for mercy? Did you find your way home? Are you still lost? There is still time to mend the relationship with God and find your way home.

God Bless....keep on working this Lent...make it the best ever!

Do you need some encouragement this Lent?

2010-03-08T16:07:00.002-05:00

We are three weeks into Lent and I am wondering how well we are doing with our lenten resolutions? Have we just tossed them aside because we forgot or didn't live up to our own expectations? Well this week, God gives us encouragement with the story of the fig tree. If you reread this, the owner wants to just cut it down, as it did not produce fruit in the first three years. But the gardener says," Let me fertilize and till the soil around its roots...if it does not produce fruit next year you can then cut it down". Can't you hear God saying, "you still have time to get it...you can still change the things you need to change....just fertilize...(prayer and fast) ....prune the branches...(cut away what is causing you to stay away from God)...and till the soil....(Keep coming back..again and again..) You see God is the gardener and the real question is not what you haven't done...but when will you have "fruit"........ soon?

Farewell is not an end...but a beginning

2010-02-27T05:14:00.001-05:00

Last evening we had farewell get together that included singing, traditional cultural dress, a movie with music of our journey and we closed with a kiss of peace and a blessing.

You cannot spend two months living side by side and not be touched in a special way by the people you have met. We came here strangers but we leave as brothers and sisters; friends that have been transformed by this experience together. It has been a journey of the mind and the heart...both have been expanded greatly. For this...and more...we are blessed.

To begin the night we surprised Sr. Aquinata, Sr. Sophia, Sr. Emelda, Sr Jonathan and Sr. Genevive with a bouquet of flowers for their extra special care they gave to us. So to thank these special people we made cards and presented them with flowers and chocolates.

A special thank you to the entire Casa community for the hospitality they showed each one of us. St. Benedict would be very proud of you all.

Then we sang..........

and sang........

and laughed.......

and sang....some more......

We thanked each one individually for their gift to each of us..

     For you see....we where free to be...
           to learn..........
                 to love........and
                     to be blessed.......

The night cannot be captured with these few photos nor can two months be put in to so few words.....

PAX BROTHERS AND SISTERS OF RB 2010

Some thoughts about the last two months....

2010-02-25T15:42:00.000-05:00

Two months ago, I came to this place to study about this man and his rule....the place was Rome, Italy and the man was Saint Benedict. I journeyed with several other brothers and sisters, who like me had knowledge and knew the Rule. But as these two months have progressed with lectures, discussions, reading, and visiting the places where this man lived, I realized that who I thought I knew has become real for me. Saint Benedict has become alive....he is now more than ever a part of my heart and spirit like never before. His spirituality, his thoughts, his rule now run burning hot within my veins. I have been reintroduced to someone at a deeper level...it is almost surreal.

I have journeyed with the help of this "Amma". Sister Acquanita who has shown me a Benedict that I barely knew. With her as my guide, I have been introduced to a friend, a father, a teacher, a fellow lover of Christ. She has shared his spirituality, his love and his journey....with a compassion and zeal like I have never had from another teacher....for this I am eternally grateful....

Thank you for all you give to make us understand and love more....

You see this was more than just a course on the Rule of St. Benedict. It was a journey of faith, of love and hope. It took me where I did not plan to go....deeper than I ever could of imagined...and showed me why I love being a Benedictine....

As I ponder these final days, I hope you will not get bored or think that I am too emotional...for I have been really touched by the hand of God...and for this and many things I am eternally grateful...

To be continued......

Monte Cassino

2010-02-25T05:54:00.002-05:00

Monte Cassino has been rebuilt 4 times since the time of Benedict. It has been invaded, bombed, and survived an earthquake....but what does it tell us? It is as Benedict would tell us.....to become stronger than when we started the journey....to trust in God and all will survive....rebuild....start over...again and again.

According to legend, this cell where Benedict lived was not destroyed in the bombing of the Second World War. It is now a chapel in his honor.

The tomb that holds the bones of Saints Benedict and Scholastica under the high altar in the church. These bones remained untouched by the destruction of the war.

Both of these places have left a mark on our lives as Benedictines....It is an experience that none of will forget....

Subiaco

2010-02-25T02:32:00.003-05:00

Yesterday we went to the cave where St. Benedict lived for three years. There was a deep, respectful hush over all of us as we walked around this holy, "Sacro Speco" This is where St. Benedict prayed and developed his Holy Rule.

What a powerful place. We celebrated mass in a chapel across from this "Sacro Speco" and words cannot describe the feelings we all had.

Fr. Michael and I before you enter the monastery on this wonderful and scenic hill.

St Benedict is said to have lived in Subiaco some 20 years before going to Monte Cassino. History says that some 12 monasteries have their start from here....today very few remain. Authors such as Cassian, St Jerome of Egypt and Palestine describe many of these in their writings.

On this terrace is St. Benedicts's Garden of Roses in honor of two great saints, St. Benedict and St. Francis.

Looking from the rose-garden one can see all the outside of the shrine, irregular walls, arches and the tower from where St. Romanus let food down to the young hermit.

Our last week in Rome....

2010-02-21T04:45:00.000-05:00

Yesterday we decided to just walk around the city and take in the sights. It was a beautiful day, windy but sunny and warm. After visiting several book stores we went to the Castle of St. Angelo. This is a castle built in the 135 AD and became a military fortress for the Popes Treasury, and a fortified corridor to the Vatican for escape by the Pope during the invasion of the Goths in 537. It is a historic must see when visiting Rome.

The view from atop the Castle shows St. Peters in the background.

What was interesting was that as we walked around the top of this fortress, we could see all the sights which we had visited during our time in Rome. In fact, it was just shy of 360 degrees.....we now know why sometimes our feet hurt so much.

On Wednesday we go to Subiaco and Monte Cassino. Look for more photos....

Our Lives should be a constant Lent.....

2010-02-15T16:05:00.000-05:00

The Rule of Benedict in Chapter 49 begins by instructing us that our life should be a constant Lent. We are encouraged to increase our "measure of giving" to more private prayer, lectio, and alms to the poor. Monks are to also deny themselves some sleep, drink, food and unnecessary talk as a way of preparing for the Easter season. It is a time to retreat into the wilderness with Jesus and take a spiritual inventory of our self. It is a period of self denial in food, sleep, and the extras than can cause us to loose sight of what our lives as "Monks" ought to be...lives of service to one another. As we enter into this holy season....walk and pray in the wilderness with Jesus. Contemplate your life....the good, the bad and yes even the ugly....This is time to recommit, to do the spring cleaning of your soul ....for Lent is a journey of ongoing conversion and new beginnings.

May you all have a Blessed and grace filled Lenten journey....

St. Paul Outside the Walls

2010-02-14T05:46:00.000-05:00

This beautiful mosaic dates back to the 13th century and was fully restored after the fire to St. Paul's in 1836. It was one of the many mosaic's that grace the ceiling of the Basilica of St. Paul Outside the Walls. We were honored to be given a tour by Abbot Edmond Power, O.S.B. who continues a long Benedictine tradition at St. Paul's since Pope Gregory II established a Benedictine community in 937.

The beautiful mosaic apse above the Popes chair depicts Jesus with Peter, Andrew, Paul and Luke. The scroll in St. Paul's hand is interpreted to read..."We do not know how to pray as we ought but the Spirit itself intercedes with inexpressible groanings" Romans 8:36

This ancient Paschal stand which dates from the 12th century, depicts scenes from creations tree of life, Pontious Pilate washing his hands, the death of Christ, the Resurrection of Christ. It is beautiful and at one time was outside in the weather but was essentially unharmed...that was before "acid" rain.

Happy Feast of Saint Scholastica

2010-02-10T15:11:00.000-05:00

Today we celebrated the Feast of St. Scholastica. Little is really known of this patron saint of "nuns" but as Fr. Michael so nicely put it this morning....she said a lot with the meaning of her actions more than the actions herself. It is this ideal of prayer, holy conversation and attaining a balance in the spiritual life that makes Scholastica so endearing to so many. It is the simple things we do everyday that she did with grace. Today we celebrated .....her life and our lives.

The Sisters from Korea sang a beautiful song about a flower in their homeland. It was so gentle and pretty.

Sr. Caritas (the second from the left) is my classmate and in my study group...

As with every party....we ate, drank, talked....and did it all over again...

To the left are my classmates (priests and brothers included) and the sisters doing what every household does at a party....congregate around the food.

I will attempt tomorrow to put a video on with the sisters of this community singing. They have angelic voices and it was very touching. Until then...may you be blessed today and everyday....

What a wonder....what finds...what a great tour.

2010-02-07T03:09:00.001-05:00

This is the entrance of San Cecilia m Trastevere which we were able to visit yesterday. The Benedictine Sisters from various parts of the world care for this wonderful place.

Did you know that St. Cecilia was not the first partron of music? It was John the Baptist...when his father's mouth was opened at his birth he sang the Canticle and therefore he is the first Patron Saint of Music.

This is Sister Margaret a friend of Fr. Albain's who was so gracious to allow us into their beautiful home. Sr. Margaret took us around the Basilica, crypt, and scavi of St. Cecilia with Sr. Cecilia who explained everything. They were so hospitable that a mere "thank you" seems extremely inadequate. I would say we had a 5 star tour.

The church today looks as it did in the eighteenth century with the cloistered convent to the right.

This is the main altar of the church which was built by Pope Paschal and houses the martyr's remains.

The beautiful art work is hard to portray in just a small photo on this blog...

The tops of the four post have sculptures of Cecilia, Cecilia's husband Valerian whom she converted, her brother in law and Paschal

This is the beautiful mosaic apse that was done around 820. It shows, Christ blessing, crowned by the hand of God, and at his sides: St. Paul, St. Cecilia and the Pope who paid for the church, carrying a model of it, and Sts Peter, Valerian and Agatha. Below are the twelve lambs, surrounding the Lamb of God leaving the cities of Jerusalem and Bethlehem.

On the sides of this blog are pictures of the crypt, the first baptismal area, and the bath where they tried to kill St. Cecilia.

I hope you enjoy the pictures and have a great day.

St. Chrysogonus Basilicia

2010-02-07T02:41:00.000-05:00

Yesterday, we went to a variety of places to see some of the oldest parish church, fresco's and sarcophagus's.

To the left, is a fresco of St. Benedict healing the leper. This fresco is the second oldest known of St. Benedict and to get to it we descended below the Basilica into the scavi that was also known to be the first parish church.

The original flooring of the parish church near the baptismal font that is semi-circular in nature. This is remarkable when you think that this dates back to around the 2nd and 3rd century

This is the outside facade of Saint Chrysogonus.

My next section will be on our visit to St. Cecilia's and the wonderful tour we had.

2010-02-03T13:19:00.000-05:00

His Holiness Pope Benedict XVI processing out from Vespers at St. Peters.

It was quite an experience to be one of over 1000 gathered to pray together in such an historic place.

Sr. Salete's Silver Jubilee

2010-02-02T03:19:00.000-05:00

Sister Mary Salete da Roche is celebrating 25 years of Religious profession. It is both a priveledge and a joy to be here in Rome to celebrate with her.

Sister Salete is the 4th child of 12 children born in Aracoiaba de Serra, Brazil. She attended public school growing up and was familiar with the sisters working in the sacristy at church and at the school. At age 14, she helped care for her grandfather who had become bed-ridden. Sister Salate did not know it at the time but God was preparing her for a life of service.

At the age of 22, Sister entered Saint Scholatica Priory and the community of Missionary Benedictines in Sorocaba, Brazil. She made her first profession on 2 February 1985. Sister Salate is a nurse by profession but on 11 May 2008 she was appointed General Councilor here in Rome.

Join with me as we wish Sister Mary Salate many more years of sevice and pray that she continues to be blessed by God's grace.

Blessing on your special day....
Sister John Paul

The Vatican Museum

2010-02-01T02:01:00.000-05:00

Yesterday we went to the Vatican Museum. Words are quite inadequate to capture the essence of this wonderful place. I will post a few pictures but encourage anyone who is in Rome to take the time to go to this wonderful place. To the left is a painting by Chilandaios of the "Vocation of Peter and Paul"

A fresco preserved from the early century.. Look at the detail.

On the side I will post some more pictures for your enjoyment....God Bless your day.

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2010-01-28T08:33:00.000-05:00

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Sister Aquinata's name day

2010-01-28T07:38:00.000-05:00

It is Sister Aquinata's name day today and we gave her a little blessing, and card. In addition we sang an African song of celebration. You can see it on my profile on the Facebook page.

I am so honored to be here to learn from a wise master the Rule of Benedict...

May God continue to bless you Sr. as you bless and enrich our lives.
Sister John Paul

Pictures from our trip....continued

2010-01-28T06:52:00.001-05:00

The ambo sculpture was commissioned in the jubilee year 2000. It is the angel of the resurrection. This was inspired by Bernini. At the left is Fr. Michael standing behind the ambo....can you imagine proclaiming the Word of God from this beautiful ambo?

This is the scavi that has recently been verified to be from the first or second century. This area is venerated as the place of the birth of Saints' Benedict and Scholastica. The early fresco depict the Annunciation and the Nativity.

This is the Chapter Room and Chapel for the monks. If you look closely you can see the excavation under the glass floor.
Thanks for sharing this special place with me.
Sister John Paul

Norcia continued

2010-01-28T02:35:00.000-05:00

Norcia is one of the few cities of Umbria whose ancient city walls are still totally preserved. One part is from the time of the Romans, another part from the Middle Ages, and a part was reconstructed around 1800.

One of the two large Porta's to enter the city with the insignia of a lion.

Cities built these walls as a means of protection during war....in addition, they built on top of the mountain. The term fortified city takes on a new meaning.

The Piazza or the market place is on the same site as it was in the time of the Romans. The statue of St. Benedict was placed in the square at the time of the 1400th anniversary (1880). From this focal point, you can make your way down the streets of shops to the Catellina. This is the site of an ancient Temple of Fortuna. It was built in the 16th century as a fortress and a palace. It now house the museum

This statue of Saint Benedict is probably the most notable one for everyone. It is one many postcards, in books and overseas the whole town.

The Church of St. Benedict. Tradition says that here stood the house where Benedict and Scholastica were born. To the right and left of the portal are statues of the Saints.

The church and abbey were suppressed in 1810 and in 2000 a new community of Benedictine monks came to Norcia per the request of then Abbot Primate Marcel Rooney. The founding prior Father Cassian is from St. Mienrad's Archabbey and started out with three and now have 13. The monks are currently trying to restore much of the fresco's, crypt and Basicalla that was largely left unattended for so many years.

Must go to class so I will post some more pictures later...have a great day...

Our trip to Norcia

2010-01-27T15:10:00.000-05:00

This morning bright and early we all got on a bus in the rain to head for the land of Saints' Benedict and Scholastica. The rain turned to snow......but then to sun shine. It was a glorious day to view where our history all began. The bus went out of Rome and traveled around two hours up and through mountains until about 3km from the city of Norcia, we arrived a a cemetery and old chapel and farm. This spot is said to be the house that belonged to the parents of the two saints and is considered the cradle of Benedictine women monastics.

This is Sister Jaya standing next to the statue of St. Scholastica in the house of her parents.

This is one of the many fresco's that were only discovered after a restoration project was started. This project that was begun in 1977 found a cycle of fresco's of the Life of Benedict dating back from the 15th century. Many panels of the cycle remain hidden under the plasters and arches, but some have been restored. Unfortunately, the last earthquake has done tremendous damage to this old farm house and it will take nearly 200 million euro to restore it. To many of us, this is the spot where monastic life started for women.

Tomorrow, I will post about the actual town of Norcia, the church of S. Benedetto and show you the birthplace of Benedict and Scholastica. Until then, God Bless.

God is our Joy.....

2010-01-24T02:57:00.009-05:00

Yesterday morning we awoke early and started our journey to Assisi, Italy. We first boarded a train, then a bus to arrive a the "termini" to purchase tickets for the 2 hour trip to Assisi. It was early but there was laughter and a sense of excitement.

We arrived in Assisi at around 1000am and then took another bus up the hill. We then walk to the Benedictine Sisters Monastery of St. Joseph. There we celebrated mass in their guest chapel. After mass we were given a tour of there casa and met Abbes Jacinta who welcomed us.

This is the view from their veranda off of their refectory. It show all of Assisi that soon we would all explore. What was most striking about all this was that we had experienced Benedictine hospitality in its finest...maps, pictures and love were extended to us pilgrims....for as St. Paul says today in the second reading....We are all one. We are from 17 various countries and nationalities in this holy place....but we were united in the love of God.

We now proceeded to the Basilica of St. Francis. Which was on the opposite side of the town. We were fresh...but by night we would be tired. As for now....we journey to the many places in Assisi.

This Basicilia was damaged severely by the earthquake when I was last here in 1999. It was so nice to see all of it restored. The day as you can see was perfect with blue skies and no rain. It was a bit chilly but it was great weather to walk up and down the streets of Assisi.

This is statues in bronze of Sts' Clare and Francis outside the house where Francis was born. On top of the small casa is built a chapel that if you did not know Italian you would miss. We were once again blessed because a priest with two men was explaining the chapel. He then proceeded to tell us in English that Francis's mother had a dream that Francis should be born as Jesus....in a cave. we then proceeded to see both the original house, well, door and his birth cave. We were all thankful for this opportunity that was provided for us. On the side is some of the additional pictures for you to enjoy...the wooden door is the original door to St. Francis's casa

       There is just so much to see in Assisi, the fresco's on walls as you walk the streets, the artwork that in the United States would be in a museum but here is available for all to see and enjoy. The little nooks that as you round a corner have a tile with a mosaic picture of Mary, Joseph or one of the saints.

      We then went to visit the Basicila of St. Clare. These are her relics that have been preserved.

I could write on this place all day but will post some pictures and let you enjoy a taste of Assisi.

When we returned, it was late but Sr. Pia met us at the door in her bed clothes to welcome us home...she was as happy and joyful as we were....we are blessed not just by the experience but by the people.

May you have a blessed day this day and everyday....for as St. Paul said....do not be sad today...for God is our Joy..   Sr. John Paul

Sounds the same as home....

2010-01-22T09:08:00.001-05:00

This morning the men are making haste to remove the big palm trees in front of the casa. It appears that "rats" nest at the top of these giant trees and cause them to die .

They first take off all the palm limbs...carefully dropping them to the ground.

There are very cautious to work around the tree.

The final product lies on the ground ready to be cleaned up.

Everywhere there is something that needs done in Spring....no matter who's casa.....

Tomorrow we head to Assisi...See you soon.
Sr. John Paul

2010-01-20T02:07:00.000-05:00

When in Rome....yes you know. Well Fr. Albain bought a 'cappello" which does look good with his basic black. The cappello is Italian for hat. This type of hat was often worn by clergy.

He does look official doesn't he?

I apologize for not blogging sooner but my computer is having a little difficulty....it seems that my hard drive is going...so I will blog as I can with the help of others computers.

Have a great day and smile....someone may think something is wrong...keep them guessing.

God Bless,
Sr. John Paul

Miracles...even at a party....

2010-01-17T02:37:00.000-05:00

I was reminded today that miracles even happen at a party. We seldom think of this miracle of Christ at the wedding of Cana in this way but it was a party, a celebration of new life. This miracle may seem on the surface to be in response to a potentially embarassing situation...think of the families, the guests, the bride and groom. The day would not have been remembered for the beauty of their union but for the lack of planning. Jesus, in his first miracle, shows that even this type of injury or hurt is not so insignificant...so we have a miracle at a party...

How many miracles do we miss in the everyday?

Celebration....

2010-01-15T02:22:00.002-05:00

To celebrate the memorial of Sts' Placid and
Maurus, my African sisters and brothers danced and played the different drums as they brought up the offeratory gifts. During the celebration of mass, we sang in Korean for one of the sisters at this Casa who is celebrating her name day.

The music, signing and prayers are universal and unite us with God....it is a blessing that we all share....

Check out my profile on facebook for a taste of the music on video...It was my first attempt at this.

2010-01-13T02:13:00.002-05:00

Good Morning to everyone. I wanted to show you what awaits us every morning for breakfast.

First there is always a bowl of fresh fruit. There is apples, pears, oranges and tangerines. We are blest to have this at all of our meals...What a treat ....

There is also a platter of meat and cheese for breakfast....if you look closely, there is even pepperoni. The variety of cheeses is awesome. I have not yet become accustomed to having bologna for breakfast though.

These lovely rolls are so good...put apple butter or jam with some butter and .....well...I hope I perked you appetite...

Have a Blessed Day....
Sr. John Paul, O.S.B.

If today you hear his voice.....

2010-01-11T09:50:00.010-05:00

If today you here his voice...harden not your hearts.(Rule of Benedict)

Last evening we had a power point presentation on Solidarity of the Southern Sudan by Sister Patricia Murray( Sisters of Loretto). Two years ago, it was presented by the College of Bishops that there be a presence in Sudan of Religious after the Peace Treaty had been signed. This Sister....heard the voice...and has answered whole heartedly. She first finished her Doctorate, studying all she could about the Sudanese people, tribes, government, land, etc. in Lisle, Illinois. Then following the promptings of the Spirit...she has developed this paridymn for religious that could take our lives in a wonderful new direction. To hear her speak, one senses that she is on a spiritual journey that only those who hear the summons can follow. She has a love for these people...a deep affection to not impose but to help them grow. When this was first started...she said all she did was listen for one year to their stories....they wanted to be heard. What a beautiful beginning. To just spend time listening to others stories...to let others be heard. So I ask for your prayers for this organization and the people of the Southern Sudan....Today....stop and listen.....do you hear His voice? Do you hear his voice or has your heart been hardened? Are you indifferent to the plight of those less fortunate? Meditate on this....are you being asked to move outside your comfort zone...to help another...

Blessings to all,
Sister John Paul, O.S.B.

One way of a pilgrim..

2010-01-10T03:15:00.000-05:00

Yesterday we went to St. Peter's and I was quiet impressed with the sights. It had been a long time and many changes since I had last been here. My memory flooded back to the ground that our pilgrimmage group left at the base of where the life-sized Nativity scene was erected. I remembered Mass at the tomb of St. Peter and now the sounds were similiar but have taken on a new and deeper meaning. Then I came praying, asking what I was do to with my life...What was God asking of me?. Today, I prayed the same prayer but as a Benedictine Sister knowing that my life was committed to serve God and others in a more profound way. I was now here with other Benedictines, in prayerful communion, to learn what St. Benedict was asking me to learn....in the country and place where he had lived. Yes, I was a pilgrim again, but with a different mission. This time I was asking, listening and trying to live the way of Benedict in serving God. I had answered God's call for my life as others have that are with me. It was a great feeling....a great day.....my journey continues.....

We have a day of class and reflection today so I will leave you with just this little blurb. I was quiet moved yesterday by my feelings of being here once again...this time though.....I am Sister John Paul .....a Benedictine Sister from St. Joseph Monastery, St. Marys, Pennsylvania.

2010-01-08T05:48:00.000-05:00

This is Abbot Leo M. Ryska from St. Benedict's Abbey in Benet Lake, WI. Abbot Leo and I are having difficulty with the coloring of words in the Rule. It must be an American thing..

This is Father Alban Hood from Douai Abbey England clowning around....he is a kindred soul. Fr. Alban is novice master of his community and has a beautiful tenor voice....he is cantoring for us.

I have missed a few of my classmates as they are photo shy. They are from South Africa and of the Zulu tribe. Sr. Ignatia is just one of these beautiful sisters.

Blessings to all....I continue to journey deep within the Rule of Benedict....Sr. John Paul

2010-01-08T02:36:00.000-05:00

This is Brother Matthew Clarke from St. Leo's Abbey in Florida with Sr. Meg. We were laughing as Brother Matthew became lost our first day and has since been dubbed our local tourist guide.

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This is Father Michael Ryan OCist from Bolton Abbey in Ireland. Fr. Michael is very tall as you can see but a real joy to be around. His homilies are very inspiring.

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On your left is Sister Caritas Lee with one of her fellow Sisters from the Phillipines. Sr. Caritas is from Seoul, South Korea and is a Supervisor of the Hospice program in the hospital.

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Meet Sister Ma Salete de Rocha from Brazil (left) and Sister Lumen Gloria Dungea from the Phillipines. Both sisters have previous served as Prioress of one of the many communities of the Missionary Benedictines and are now currently in Rome. Sister Salete is a counselor and Sister Lumen is a Supervisor.

We come from near and far.....

2010-01-07T10:59:00.001-05:00

Meet Dom Christopher Power and Brother Andre Melli. Brother Christopher is on the right and is from New Nurcia, Australia. He is currently on a sabbatical from being Rector, Business Manager for the next year. After this course, he will go to St. John's Abbey for 10 months.

Brother Andre is from the Monsteiro de Sao Bento in Brazil. This is the monastery that is connected to St. Vincent's Archabbey in Latrobe. Some of my sisters will recognize Brother Andre from his visits to town.

Pictured to the right is Sister Meg Kahler, (Good Samaritan) from Sidney, Australia having coffee with Father Simon Peter. Sister Meg teaches physical education in their secondary or high school.

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Meet Sister Jaya Susay and Sister Veronica Robson. Both are Benedictine Sisters of Grace and Compassion, England.

Sister Jaya just finished being prioress of her community for 6 years. She is 35 years of age and a jewel as St. Benedict would say.

Both Sister Jaya and Veronica are a welcome addition to our class.

Fr. Simon Peter Njagua and Sister Scholastica Katono are from Uganda. Sister Scholastica is a teacher while Simon Peter is a carpenter for his community in the Netherlands.

Brother Cosmas P.U. Ubadimbu is a Benedictine from Nigeria. He only arrived yesterday due to security issues in his country. His brother, who he had not seen in 5 years came last evening to visit with him.

We are one in Christ...Rule of Benedict

2010-01-07T07:10:00.001-05:00

I will take this opportunity and a little everyday to introduce you to my classmates here in Rome below are Sisters Agnes, Irene and Imelda. They are Missionary Benedictines. Sister Agnes and Imelda visited the Mother-house in Germany before coming to this class. Sr. Irene, just finished 8 years in China and will return home with her sisters after this class. They will return to serve their country Windhoek, Namibia which is the former South Africa. They say "Blessings" or "Hello".

"Listen with the ear of your heart......"

2010-01-06T06:49:00.004-05:00

It is spring time in Rome....and today during our "silent day of recollection" I walked around the grounds of the monastery. It is loaded with lemons, oranges, and cumquats. I am told that the three together make a beautiful marmalade...but I have not tasted it.

The smells of the fruit after the morning rain tingled the senses...

Avacado's and Cabbage to be harvested..

It was during this walk that I realized God was talking to me with all of my senses....from the rich earth, the great smell of dirt, to the work of the Sisters, it all brought life to this area....it was being reborn. If you closed your eyes you could almost hear the plants growing....bursting with life...it was a beautiful day to "LISTEN......"

Be a new Magi

2010-01-04T15:31:00.000-05:00

It will be the Epiphany of our Lord Wednesday in Rome. We Americans celebrated this past Sunday but I wanted to share the flavor of Rome with you and how this house will celebrate.

First, the infants or Nativity Set is very plain and simple. It includes the infant in a crib but no Blessed Mother, Saint Joseph or Animals. The traditional manger scene is noticably absent within the convent and surrounding locales.

In fact on Wednesday, the town will close and they will parade around with just the infant...indeed it is the celebration as it was probably intended long ago. It is a time to see the infant...to bring gifts to the child...to spend time with God. You see the Magi traveled two years just to spend a short time with the Infant God. They searched for Him under the stars with the threat of death....I wonder how many of us would search for God under these circumstances. You see, Herod, in anger was killing all male infants under two years of age. Sound familiar....we are killing young infants as well...either by abortion, birth control or by not caring enough to immunize, feed or care for these voice less little ones. Are we like Herod...angry, blaming an innocent child for our troubles. Well enough of me preaching...On Wednesday, the infants here will be honored, paraded and given gifts in commeration of the Epiphany of our Lord, 2010. Be a new kind of Magi this year and seek God out....spend some time with the Lord.
God Bless from Rome.
Sr. John Paul

2010-01-03T14:40:00.000-05:00

This is the convent of the Benedictine Missionarie di Tutzing where I am staying. As you can see from the picture, it is green and there are flowers blooming outside.

The Sisters serve in various countries including the United States.

Saint Benedict is the reason for my being here....It is the Intensive Study of the Rule of Benedict in the Land of Benedict.

Our schedule is quiet full but I look forward to sharing with you all that this wonderful land and course has to offer. In the mean time....I must get the items together for my class tomorrow..

Blessings and prayers
Sr. John Paul

2010-01-03T10:49:00.000-05:00

I arrived safely in Rome. The plane trip was long as we were delayed in Philadelphia waiting for 50 passengers from another airline to land. This was the only flight for some of them. We were welcomed by Sister Pia who is a gem. She has everything organized for us, down to the last minute. Our group for study is very diverse which will bring alot of flavor to this class...I look forward to there experiences. This morning, the feast of the Epiphany in the United States is not celebrated here until Wednesday. The whole area is closed that day for the feast. They have told us that there is a parade with the Infant, flowers, etc. I will hopefully get lots of pictures.
I am grateful for this opportunity to study! I miss you all but you are in my prayers.
Sr. John Paul

Happy New Year, 2010

2009-12-31T20:58:00.000-05:00

Most people are trying to keep the resolutions that they made last night. I always found it frustrating to make these without first praying about what God may be asking me to do for the year ahead. If I didn't pray about them, I almost always broke them. I say this while I am driving to the airport for my flight to Rome, Italy. Yes, my New Year is going to be spent traveling. I am on my way to Rome to attend the Intensive Study on the Holy Rule of St. Benedict given by Sister Acquinata Bockman, O.S.B.

For the next two months, I along with 25 others will be immersed into this wonderful Rule. It will be a journey of the mind, soul and heart. What a gift!

You see, this Rule is what I follow, as a Benedictine Sister. It is our instruction book of sorts, from St. Benedict on how to live this monastic life. It covers the simple arrangements of sleeping, to the praying of the psalms and the hour to pray them. It tells me what to take on a journey, how to greet a stranger but most importantly to listen. Not just to listen with my ears...but with the 'ear of my heart'. So my New Year is starting with an adventure of sorts as I live the next two months with other Benedictines learning all I can about this wonderful Rule.

Please keep tuned in as I hope to update this blog on a regular basis as I immerse myself where our founder started...Italy. I ask for your prayers as well, for I know this is a blessing and I so want to get the most of this opportunity. Come Holy Spirit....give me wisdom, knowledge and courage. Well for now I leave you as I make my way with the help of 'planes, trains and automobiles'.

To be continued.............Blessings
Sr. John Paul O.S.B.

P.S. I am posting this early as I am going to Holy Hour for the New Year....Happy 2010 to all.

In one tiny baby we see the unfathomable greatness of God's love

2009-12-24T14:31:00.000-05:00

Unto us is born this day a Savior. Let us rejoice and be glad. It would be unlawful to be sad today, for today is Life's birthday, the birthday of Jesus who brings tha bright promise of the eternal life.

The true light, which enlightens everyone, has come into the world. (John 1:9) This is such a joyous occasion...the birthday of Jesus Christ. May all have a Blessed Christmas and remember to thank God for the best present of all......our salvation.

Merry Christmas

Its Beginning to look alot like Christmas

2009-12-17T15:28:00.001-05:00

Around the monastery, we are beginning to decorate. We had a beautiful Advent day of reflection and Christmas is just around the bend. Like most families, we have fun decorating the many trees that are in the common areas like our community room, dining room and halls. The chapel will be the last to get a make over in preparation for Christmas day.

Sisters Mercedes and Dolores put some ornaments on the tree.

In addition to decorating, we are having 9 pounds of deer sausage made and smoked for Christmas morning. This is a local tradition but my mouth waters just thinking about it. The other 40 pounds will be smoked after Christmas when there is a little more time.

Another tradition, is homemade Raisin Bread. It is a sweet dough with lots of the raisins mixed through...toasted with lots of butter....

I wonder how I ever waited for all this good stuff when I was younger?

God has graced us with the white stuff to make the traditional "White Christmas" picture almost complete.

Like all good children...we now must wait for the coming of our Savior...

Until Christmas...don't be naughty...be nice.

Open House

2009-12-05T11:22:00.001-05:00

Today our store, Trifle and Treasures, held an open house. For many weeks there has been many volunteers preparing our halls, porches and rooms with the smells and sights of the holiday season. This annual event was once again a time to visit with friends and shop around the store for a little item for Belsnickel this evening.

To the right, a menu for eating greeted those hungry for homemade soup and sandwiches. There was cookies, pies, cakes and Sr. Margoretta's famous fudge.

These are just a few of the volunteers getting ready for the lunch being held in the music hall.

Why is Advent Important?

2009-11-28T15:45:00.014-05:00

Have you ever read a book before going to a movie so that you would understand, and not miss any important events that might be in the book but not in the movie? I do. Most of the time the book has more detail about the plot and often has important information that is left out of the movie. The information left out is often subtle but important for you to get the whole picture.. Well this is why Advent is so important. It is a time of preparation for Christmas. It is a time to get the whole idea of what it means to prepare for the birth of Jesus. I know some of you are saying I am prepared, I have the tree up, the Christmas gifts bought and wrapped, the Christmas cards are almost done. But I ask: How have you prepared yourself for the coming of Christ into your life once again this year? What have you done to be more involved with the Church, or What do you need to reflect upon these next couple of weeks to get yourself personally ready for the coming of our Lord? What areas of my life need polished or am I ready? Is there a part of me that needs fixed, repaired or attention? Have I read the Book...the Bible and prepared for the coming? Have I read the plots, understood the prophets, do I see the signs? Have I understood the details given in the Book that need to be a part of my preparation for the birth of Christ?

If you haven't or answered NO to any of these questions...Advent is important to all of us. It is the time to read the BOOK and prepare for the birth of our Savior. It is a time to learn to read the signs; what the prophets foretold about the coming of the Christ child. Take this time,this wonderful time to get ready for the coming of the Savior...Prepare the way for the birth of Jesus Christ.

Happy Thanksgiving

2009-11-25T11:19:00.008-05:00

It is Thanksgiving tomorrow and I have so much to be thankful for. I have been graced with a wonderful vocation that I am so grateful for. I give thanks everyday for the opportunity to serve God and others through this wonderful way of life. As we sit down tomorrow with our family, we will pray not only for all that God has graced us with, but for those who enrich our lives by their presence. We will pause for those who do not have enough to eat and ask that our God will bestow on them the blessings that they need.

We thank our Service men and women who fought for the freedom to allow us to enjoy one another, and the freedom to celebrate this holiday.

In Thanksgiving:
     For each new morning with its light,
     For rest and shelter of the night,
     For health and food,
     For love and friends,
     For everything Thy goodness sends.
       Ralph Waldo Emerson

I wish everyone a Blessed Thanksgiving. Thank you for the blessing you are to my life.

Your Sister in Christ,
Sister John Paul

The AIM International Council and AIM USA Meeting

2009-11-19T15:19:00.000-05:00

On October 17th and 18th the International Council of AIM (Alliance for International Monasticism) and the AIM USA Board of Trustees and guests met at Mount Saint Benedict Monastery in Erie, Pennsylvania. The Benedictine Sisters of Erie have sponsored the US Secretariat of AIM since 1990 but this is the first time the International Council has held its meeting here. Sister Christine Vladimiroff, O.S.B., prioress of the Erie community is pictured introducing the board.

Pictured to the left, is Sister Jacinta Conklin,O.S.B. and Sr.Dr. Aquinata Bockmann, O.S.B. both who were in attendance at this historic meeting.

AIM USA provides assistance to monasteries in developing countries while in turn we are enriched by the cultural diversity and global vision in living the Rule of Benedict.

There is so much I could write about this wonderful, life giving organization. I ask that you visit there web site and get involved...make a difference in the world.
Visit: www.aim-usa.org
God Bless. Sister John Paul, O.S.B.

Halloween, All Saints and All Souls

2009-10-31T20:07:00.001-04:00

Every October brings the carved pumpkins, goblins, ghosts, and children going "Trick or Treat". It is a time when we mix secular and religious elements without many of us knowing what it is all about. Halloween or All Hallows Eve is the night before or the vigil celebration of the Catholic Feast Day of All Saints Day.

In medieval times, one of the customs was for children to go begging for "soul cakes" while they promised to pray for the dead relatives of the person who gave them a cake. Some would dress in scary outfits collecting firewood for a community bonfire. History says that they celebrated this night with a festival marking the colder temperatures, harvest, and the change in activity. They believed this magical time opened up some sort of connection with the dead. Whatever the history, we feel connected in some way to our deceased family and friends.

Tomorrow, we celebrate All Saints on November 1 with the entire church on earth to honor those in heaven. On November 2, All Souls Day, we remember the faithful departed whose souls are in Purgatory making reparation for their sins, before proceeding to heaven. Pope Benedict XVI in a homily for All Saints Day in 2006, explained that remembering all the saints helps "reawaken within us the great longing to be like them; happy to live near God, in his light, in the great family of God's friends. Being a saint means living close to God, to live in his family and this is the vocation of us all." It is a way to recognize those individuals who have served God well on earth and now enjoy the communion in heaven.

With all three of these wonderful and beautiful days there is a great opportunity for us to familiarize ourselves with the lives of these holy men and women. They can show us how to be saints by the way they lived. We can look to them to learn, to model some aspect of our life so that some day we also can be with them. For the young, or even young at heart there is Maximillian Kolbe, Kateri Tekakwitha, Maria Goretti and Martin de Porres to name just a few. These saints have shown us how to live life with conviction and love of God. They were passionate about their vocation in life whether single, married, or religious. So I pray that during this wonderful time, that you remember those who have gone before us with the hope and promise of eternal life.

God Bless and Happy Halloween.

2009-10-29T10:59:00.004-04:00

Fall is almost over when we start filling our cellars with apples, grape juice and other fruits that soon will be difficult to obtain from the grocery store. Yesterday, we made one of several trips to get Cortland, Jona-Gold, Macintosh, Red and Yellow Delicious Apples to name just a few. There is a co-op we visit, and the variety of fruits and vegetables is so wonderful. I always look forward to the drive up the mountain. If we are lucky, we see some deer or turkey along the way. We can plan on the scenic color of God's tapestry as we weave up and around the hills. I love this time of year for the simple pleasures and smells that remind me of what I am so thankful for.

Musicians Retreat

2009-10-24T10:52:00.000-04:00

A day of reflection for music ministers and guest was held in our chapel, from 9:30 to 2:30. Father Stephen Concordia, O.S.B. from St. Vincents Archabbey was the retreat master. The theme was: " How Can I Keep from Singing." It was obvious to those of us in the house, that these people were passionate about what they do as the singing, music, and vibrant reflections echoed in the halls. I pray that all who attended had a grace filled time.

"Those who sing...pray twice"

East Coast Formation Conference

2009-10-21T10:24:00.000-04:00

Sisters and Women in Formation from Ridgley, Maryland; Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania; Elizabeth, New Jersey and St. Marys converged in Bristow, Virginia for the East Coast Formation Conference on October 16-18th. The topic was Diciples of Hope by Brother Loughlan (Lock) Scofield, S.T. There is so much I would like to share with you about this conference and the speaker but first just look at the picture. If you have a wise eye...you will note that we are all smiling...and yes..one can assume that we are all hopeful. Why you may ask is being a disciple of hope so important? Many of these women are the future of each of our houses...they are the faces of the Sisters who will minister to those who are hungry, thristy and need clothing and shelter. These are the communities, that witness to others what it means to live the gospel message everyday. It is through hope, that each and everyone of us can be comfortable with God's call in our lives. We can be a people of passion for our Monastic lives. Hope allows us to face our fears, share our joy and grow with God. It is not a life without conflict but a life that allows us to fail and be stronger and loved in that failure. As Mother Theresa said, "we are not called to success, we are called to be faithful". As Disciples of Hope, we have the freedom to fall, reflect, and learn what is being asked of each of us as we remain faithful to our Monastic way of life.

2009-10-15T12:56:00.000-04:00

It started to snow this morning and we are expected to get anywhere from 2 to 12 inches of snow in "the higher elevations". We are one of those elevations.

But...as a fellow Brother told me just recently....Sun and Moon bless the Lord. Frost and Chill, bless the Lord. Ice and Snow, Bless the Lord. (Canticle of Daniel) So I bless the lord for the beauty of the seasons.

I will be out of the office this weekend while Linda, (our live-in) and I travel south of the Mason-Dixon line to the Benedictine Sisters of Virginia. I will not be blogging during this time but when I return, I hope to continue. Till then....May God Bless You......Sister John Paul

God's Creatures Great and Small

2009-10-14T11:30:00.006-04:00

I want to share with you some of the majestic animals that grace this beautiful area in which I live. The three bull elk in the picture are located in the borough of Benezette, Pennsylvania. During the last two weeks of September and the first two weeks of October, countless visitors decend upon this area to witness nature and "the rut". It is during this time, that the male or bull elk, bugle for the women in the herd. It is their mating call. The bulls will often spar each other to exert their dominance on the herd. As you can see from the pictures, these majestic creatures can weigh around 1100 pounds or more. I enjoy going just before dusk to get a glimpse of these beautiful animals.

This picture was taken by Blaine Wehler. It was during one of the trips to view the Elk that I ran into Blaine and I am so grateful that he sent me this picture. I hope you too enjoy it.

If by chance you come across one of these little animals, they are not the hugable ones in the store. Yes, that is a black bear, watching as I walk through the woods. They too, have a beauty all their own.

Every once and awhile, God blesses me with a glimpse of this little creature. It is a fawn, hiding in the brush while it's mother is not too far away.

   Thank you for coming on this journey into the woods with me. I hope you can enjoy them as much as I do.

            God Bless,
   Sister John Paul

2009-10-13T19:46:00.000-04:00

Arrived home to St. Joseph Monastery after an all day affair with the airlines. It used to be fun to fly, but now it is a chore...another thing to offer up for the Glory of God. The beautiful thing, I got to see snow...yes the white stuff. On our decent into the airport in Pennsylvania, I got to see the gorgeous colors of the leaves...imagine...all in one day.

Benedictine Vocation Directors Conference

2009-10-12T22:50:00.000-04:00

A picture of the 40 or so Benedictine Vocations Directors who participated in this wonderful experience. We spent a week together exchanging information and listening to wonderful speakers regarding Vocation Ministry. One outstanding speaker, who shared with us her prophetic vision of Monasticism as Radical Christianity, was Sr. Joan Chittister, O.S.B. Everyone was came away with a renewed appreciation and a challenge of how are lives can influence the world if we are true to our Monastic way of life.
Pictured with Sister Joan, is Sister Mary Katherine (St. Ben's), Brother Paul Vincent (St. John's) and Sr. Vicki (Bristow) who were gracious enough to host this awesome event. From the bottom of my heart, I thank this wonderful team.

This is Brother Martin de Porres from Marmion Abbey (left photo) who is also in Vocation Ministry. He was delightful and we enjoyed the wealth of information provided to us.

2009-10-12T22:40:00.000-04:00

I was showing my Brothers the pictures of the beautiful Elk we have in our area. They were so kind to host a beautiful dinner for all the Benedictine Vocation Ministry Directors. Thank you so very much.

2009-10-12T22:37:00.000-04:00

This is the bell tour at St. John's Abbey in Collegeville, Minnesota where we prayed with the Monks.